...on endings and begginings

...I've been thinking a lot this past week and I really realize many things, actually while writing this one I really don't have anything on my mind, I totally forgot what I supposed to write...hehehehe...but that just me, I tend to forget easily,but, not on everything, wish i could do that for me to forget those things that will just hurt me...oh well, everything's over now, now I know everything was just a game... he was just playing along and obviously I was his plaything...don't care anymore, all I wanna say to him is thank you!Many thanks for you...

...If not for hyou I wouldn't be able to expericene the pain of loving someone and in the end lossing them because he just don't love you, because he was just playing along, if not for you I wouldn't be able to move on and be strong...if not for you I wouldn't be the better me...If not for you I wouldn't be an envy to the eyes of many not because of you loving me but because I know that I am worthy to be with someone far better than you...Thank you for that realization...if not for you I wouldn't be able to see that I am lucky enough not to have you in my life for i am much much better with out you and I know that if you would be able to see me again you would regret that you did play with me once!you would be on the same place I was with but I wouldn't be there anymore!thanks to you!

...anyways, so much for that, maybe when rapz would read this he would say that I am being emo again!hahaha...but honestly, i misses him...hehehehe...miz the bonding moments with him together with sheila...they are the best of friends I never had, miz those times when we are teasing each other for not having a lovelife!hahahaha...miz those times when we are enjoying the outing together with the barkada!

...misses the time when we are having a coffee or eating mcfloat and chicken sandwich at mcdo since rapz likes mcdo while me and sheila really loves jobee...hehehe...I really misses those bonding times...haiz!Anyway, talking about jobee, rapz I am announcing this!SHEILA HAD A CRUSH ON ONE OF THE CREW IN SM JOBEE!!!hahahaha...his name is benj!after you come back from India we will go to jobee and i'll introduce you to benj!hahahaha...almost of the crew in SM Jobee knows us rapz...hahahaha

...maybe sheila's initial reaction would scream after reading this!hahahaha...peace shing! I'm just telling rapz!hahahaha...

...anyway I'm just doing this so finally you have your own lovelife EXCEPT from Richard Gutierrez!hahaha...really, I know that the guy you will love will be a very lucky one!imagine where can he find a person who is very loving, caring, and very very generous to the extent of forgetting herself just to make those person she loves happy!naks! I am sending you away shing that's why I am selling you here and displaying all your good qualities!hahahaha...but, I know those who really knows you will agree with me!right rapz???hehehe...

...anyway, I don't have something on my mind anymore, but come to think of it, the first paragraph on this blog is that I don't have anything in my mind and I guess it will still end this way!hahaha....:)