...I just kinda feel that I need to write something on my blog since it was almost 2 weeks I guess since my last blog, it's just that I have too many things that I felt I needed to write it down yet I couldn't...maybe this is the time that I felt bored with blogging anymore!haiz...it's bad!I don't feel like writing...ang daming gumugulo...mixed emotions, correct thinking, right and painful decision, haiz...even me is thinking that i'm kinda weird!really really weird...
...Felt like it's not good to publish this one but I just have to...
...Don't know why it's letting go and regrets!hahaha...ang gulo q na...maybe I just decided to end every single thing that makes me sad and makes me feel sad...so what if he doesn't greeted me on my birthday though it makes me cry, so what if he had move, i'm also moving on, so what if i he has someone, i'm very much contented of being alone and far from pain and heartaches...
...maybe I have long realized that there is no point in waiting but I just refused to accept the fact...refused to face the pain of lossing someone you longed to be with...refused to face the reality that you need to loss someone that you badly need and love because that's just it, because he had finally move on, because he just doesn't love you anymore!
...just trying to see the other side of the story...trying to convince myself that there is no point on holding on when I know that the person I am trying to fight have long gone and the fight was long over...
...I couldn't think anymore of what to write...hahahaha...naubos ang iniisip q...I just realized how happy it is to be single...how peacefull it is...I have always been dreaming of that prince charming who would rescue a damsel in distress...hahahaha...maybe it's true maybe not...but I don't care anymore...if he would come, then, good if not...it's good...I just don't need him anymore for I am not a damsel in distress and I know that I am matured enough to understand that in this world there are things that you couldn't have and is better accepted than fighting for it yet you couldn't have them still...it will just make you suffer!
...just realized that in order for you to be happy and contented you should choose them...anyway happiness is just a matter of choice!
...in this world, things are better off accepted than understood!
...letting go is just so painfull but you have to! :-)
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