...Starting to make things that seems impossible possible, don't know if I was taking every steps right but at least I have tried...
...This was my first time to say sorry to a friend knowing and accepting it was my fault and I hurt him for all the time I was the one that they need to please..guess I need someone as hard headed, stubborn and insensitive as I am to realize that I do make mistake and I should be responsible for it...if ever he will not accept my apology at least I have tried to say sorry...I have eliminated the possibility of regret that I don't make a move to make things right and okay!Hoping against hope that he will accept it! (Fingers crossed ":)
No one walks into the future backwards
...Guess needed to let go...It won't do me any good if I still keep on holding on even though there's nothing left...it's hard knowing that you need a closure but I guess there is no closure since there were never the two of us...I did Love you but I guess I need to love myself now for it hurt me knowing that you never did...never blame you for that but it hurts a lot!never blame you for playing along since I let it happen, but I do hope that I never did...you would always put a smile oin my lips everytime I remember you but I need to forget every single thing that hurt me before I could smile again...
...I would always treasure the moment you happened to pass into my life...you would always be my treasured memory...just needed to let it out for I know I couldn't say it straight to you..I needed this for myself...don't know if I will still wait for you for I am afraid that the person I am waiting had long gone and is happy with someone else... just be happy wherever you are..choose to be happy! :) ...hope you know that it was you...it will always be you!
...need to focus on work now!maybe it would take me a long time to have an update but i'll try to...just needed to focus in restarting my life and updating my self in to a much better version of me!haha
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