Monday, June 21, 2010

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  • Happy Father's day! :)
3rd week of June marks a special day of the most important man in our life!I admit I was never that close to papa... but maybe I just misses him a lot!I may not be able to show and say it but, Happy Father's day pa!love you a lot... :) Papa would always said that I am his most beautiful daughter and "Pinakamaldita"...hahaha...He is always my number 1 admirer except of course from lola and he would never fail to  notice my bad moods, tantrums and "ka kulang sa pansin", and everytime, he would always tease me 'til i'm ok!Never forgot to prepare a coffee for me though I should be the one preparing for him and not the other way around. Never failed to be the father I always loved.


  • Home Sweet Home!
 Don't know why all of a sudden I misses home!After attending a second mass 'cause I happen to wake up late but good thing i'm not late at the second mass, I just wanted to go home. I wanted to greet papa since it was Father's day, but, my sister doesn't permit me to go...But after a while she allows me to go!hahahaha...I almost cry in front of my sister!hahahaha...
After and hour of travel, I got home but mama wasn't there since she's off to school for she has to do some cleaning for her classroom!I just intended to pass by before I go back to Bacolod but, things just change...plans do change...I never left for bacolod that day...hehehehe...I find it hard to leave when i am talking with Dwight and Happy!hahaha...I miss talking to them...and I miss those bonding moments with Dwight!Just wanted to share a funny experiene with "manang" while we are walking home from school together with Dwight!
We happen to pass by a Horse and Dwight out of non sense told me, "Nang Dawn, dako2 nga kanding ho! (while pointing at the horse)". I, in return answered him, "Aling!indi na kanding...ido na Dwight!"hahahaha...then, out of nowhere "manang" keep mumbling words and telling us that it is not goat nor a dog but a horse!hahahahaha...hai c manang!hahahaha...i couldn't help myself but to laugh...and the funniest part is that, we keep walking fast as to get by with her.As we are nearing her, Dwight again said,"gravity ang kanding d nila Nang noh????dako2 gd yah!', allowing manang to hear our conversation so I reply with a loud voice, "nd ah, ido na ya Dwight!". And then again,hai c manang!nagsabat na naman!hahaha...This time she was already facing us and explaining that it is a horse and it is bought by someone( as if we care while we are trying to conceal our laughs!)hahahaha...really funny!moral of the story: Never ever join in someone conversation if you're not involve and if you don't know the whole story!hahahaha...you would ended up to be a laghing stock!(Right Manang whoever you are?)hahahaha....



  • Destiny
It was just a simple phrase "you'll never know who you'll end up to" coming from me that mama answered back, "destiny is not a matter of who you will end up to but rather whom you decided to end up with and it goes with determination".This was the first time that we ever talk about "love", I just then realize that me and mama have a different views when it comes to it.Me, I really believe in fate, serendipity, destiny or whatever you called it but on mama's point of view, it's your choice that matter!It made me think twice, really happiness is a matter of choice, it takes determination to win, it takes a good decision for your happiness, anyway it is still your happiness that is at stake but no matter what there will always be that special someone meant to you that will completely fill what is missing!


  • Stranded
Good thing is, this time being stranded was not that bad at all because I know you'll always be there!
I am always been afraid of taking chances, of risking, of failing and hurting myself in the end for I know that it is really hard to move on and it is always hard to forget.Maybe I just needed someone who will make me fell secure. Who will make me fell he is worth taking chances and risking 'cause maybe somehow he's always been what I have been waiting for.And maybe by that I will not be afraid anymore for i know he is worth it!


    Only Exception :) ...don't know if this one exist but i'm hoping that there is! :)


    Now I know why on earth something's pulling me to come home for it takes a home sweet home to be stranded with destiny on a Father's Day!
    :)

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