...on crossing border!

...facing my computer screen again instead of having someone to talk to!

...isang walang kabuluhang blog post na naman.Naisip ko lang kasing mag post na lang sa blog keysa isipin kung pano ko sisimulang ikwento ang lahat sa kung sino mang kawawang mapagkukwetuhan ko!Pero tingnan mo nga naman kahit dito di ko alam kung saan magsisimula...hahaha

"I never thought that seeing you happy with someone else would hurt me more than letting you go."

• ...tawagin mo na akong selfish, possessive, self-centered at ano pang pwede mong sabihin basta nasaktan ako sa lahat nang nalalaman ko.It hurts me knowing that I had lost you completely. I have prepared my self the very instance that I let you go but I never prepared myself of the pain and heartache  that I would feel. It continuously hurt me knowing that I am still holding on, waiting and hoping that somehow we still end up together but every time you would inform me about the things that's been happening and what could have happen it hurts me badly! As if you have slap me hard when you had told me that "what could have been if I said yes, maybe it's us doing things together"

• ...Di ko alam kung dapat pa akong humingi nang chance because you are finally moving on and building your life again but this time its a whole different world! Parang super sama ko naman kung sisirain ko pa di ba??? Sinaktan na nga kita nang bonggang - bongga tapos ipauulit ko pa...It is enough that you are finally happy with where you are and decided to move on even I'm still right in the place where you left me and waiting. It's enough that you're finally happy even though I'm not a part of it!

"You messed up with one person and it turns out you lose another one!"

• I felt like I really lost my only real friend!

• Never know where to start this one!I just felt it...or maybe sobra lang akong mag-isip at makiramdam sa mga nangyayari sa paligid ko. Basta nararamdaman at naiisip ko na hindi na tulad nang dati ang lahat simula nong mangyari yun.Bigla lang parang ngakaroon nang pader sa pagitan namin!Parang biglang bigla nagkailangan lang...sana ganito lang yun...
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  "Ang tunay na kaibigan alam kung anu makakabuti sayo.. d porket d ka natulungan d ibig sabihin d na sya tunay na kaibigan..siguro nga pinapaintndi lang sayo na wag kang asa ng asa sa kaibigan..dapat matuto kang tumayo sa sarili mong paa."

...siguro sa susunod ka na 'to dudugtungan kasi naman wala na akong maisip eh... :)