...It could have been 1 year now, but I guess if it is not meant to be it will not be possible no matter what...hai...wish I could make it possible...
Monday, March 29, 2010
...March 30, 2009
...out of my league over and over again
...It could have been 1 year now, but I guess if it is not meant to be it will not be possible no matter what...hai...wish I could make it possible...
...It could have been 1 year now, but I guess if it is not meant to be it will not be possible no matter what...hai...wish I could make it possible...
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
...Love of a lifetime
...I just wanted to share this one
...I was riding on a jeep (Bata - Libertad)when this threesome ride in also, it was in Robinson nong bumaba yong dalawa...I don't know what is strange, or just something interesting to this two that I just happen to look at them or maybe it was really my behavior to look intently to any person that was passing near me and it happened to be this two...As they were now heading towards the mall umakbay yung guy sa girl as if securing her..I suddenly smile and wish that someday I would be able to find a guy just like him...Because for some reason,it is not everyday that I could find lovers that are 75 years old and maybe above to be this sweet and to still be inlove with each other...It would be very difficult to find a guy that would lovingly held you as you were walking and show you how much he care, show you how much he loves you publicly despite of the "age"...
...I suddenly remember sila mama and papa...There was this instant that Papa grip mama's hand while we are walking on the street on our way home...maybe not all the time papa would do this but I know that each time he holds mama's hand he show through this simple gesture how much he
loves my mother dearly....
...I know it is very hard to find this kind of person for life wouldn't give you that instant plus the fact that life was, is and will always be unfair...but one thing is I know for sure...
...There is this special person who will remain to love me "kahit maputi na ang buhok ko" as the song goes and will lovingly hold my hand in public despite of our age...even 75 or above na kami(which I hope maabot q ang ganung age and remain healthy!!!hehehehe) and I know that i will be able to find him...maybe it will take long but I know and I'm sure that I will find him...
...not now but maybe in so many years to come
:-)
(re: I change the title from untitled to love of a lifetime...I just heard it over a radio just this morning while going to work and I think it could be the best title...hehehe)
...I was riding on a jeep (Bata - Libertad)when this threesome ride in also, it was in Robinson nong bumaba yong dalawa...I don't know what is strange, or just something interesting to this two that I just happen to look at them or maybe it was really my behavior to look intently to any person that was passing near me and it happened to be this two...As they were now heading towards the mall umakbay yung guy sa girl as if securing her..I suddenly smile and wish that someday I would be able to find a guy just like him...Because for some reason,it is not everyday that I could find lovers that are 75 years old and maybe above to be this sweet and to still be inlove with each other...It would be very difficult to find a guy that would lovingly held you as you were walking and show you how much he care, show you how much he loves you publicly despite of the "age"...
...I suddenly remember sila mama and papa...There was this instant that Papa grip mama's hand while we are walking on the street on our way home...maybe not all the time papa would do this but I know that each time he holds mama's hand he show through this simple gesture how much he
loves my mother dearly....
...I know it is very hard to find this kind of person for life wouldn't give you that instant plus the fact that life was, is and will always be unfair...but one thing is I know for sure...
...There is this special person who will remain to love me "kahit maputi na ang buhok ko" as the song goes and will lovingly hold my hand in public despite of our age...even 75 or above na kami(which I hope maabot q ang ganung age and remain healthy!!!hehehehe) and I know that i will be able to find him...maybe it will take long but I know and I'm sure that I will find him...
...not now but maybe in so many years to come
:-)
(re: I change the title from untitled to love of a lifetime...I just heard it over a radio just this morning while going to work and I think it could be the best title...hehehe)
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
...thinking and feeling it
...today is my first day at my new work but it's not what I want to write right now...
...here we go!!!
...it t'was last last Monday when he made me realize about "love" and all its painful reality and I thought "this is it!!!wala na talaga...there's no single chance of making it all possible...He just stop", I make myself believe and understand that not all the things that I wanted was meant to be made possible...that ALL the things that are so dear...so special...so important to me are just meant to vanish into thin air..."ala eh...ganun talaga...learn to accept the sad reality"...
..."If he is not a 100% na gage!!! Don't know what to think...ang gulo nya"...He would turn me down then all of a sudden pick me up as if nothing happens...What should I think...Don't know what to feel about he's doings...whats he's up to??? I just don't know if he is only playing games..."ala talaga aqng maisip na concrete idea on what he is thinking or doing...
...I know it was me and my nasty fault..If I don't allow it to happen, it won't really happen...I know I should be blame...All I know is that I coudn't turn my back on him...I couldn't ignore him...I couldn't stand!!!If only I could...maybe I wasn't that strong to do all this...I know I was hurt so badly...very badly but I coudn't help it...
...If only I could
...I am not the type of person who believes on the realities of love...the love conquer all thing... but I guess I should believe now...Not that I could conquer everything (helloo!!! I'm wounded) but NOW I KNOW that a person who love and is loved back really is strong...there is no powerful weapon than to be loved by a person who also loves you back(ewwwwww!!!!hahahaha but it's true)...
...anyway it's too late na so I need to get home...
...here we go!!!
...it t'was last last Monday when he made me realize about "love" and all its painful reality and I thought "this is it!!!wala na talaga...there's no single chance of making it all possible...He just stop", I make myself believe and understand that not all the things that I wanted was meant to be made possible...that ALL the things that are so dear...so special...so important to me are just meant to vanish into thin air..."ala eh...ganun talaga...learn to accept the sad reality"...
..."If he is not a 100% na gage!!! Don't know what to think...ang gulo nya"...He would turn me down then all of a sudden pick me up as if nothing happens...What should I think...Don't know what to feel about he's doings...whats he's up to??? I just don't know if he is only playing games..."ala talaga aqng maisip na concrete idea on what he is thinking or doing...
...I know it was me and my nasty fault..If I don't allow it to happen, it won't really happen...I know I should be blame...All I know is that I coudn't turn my back on him...I couldn't ignore him...I couldn't stand!!!If only I could...maybe I wasn't that strong to do all this...I know I was hurt so badly...very badly but I coudn't help it...
...If only I could
...I am not the type of person who believes on the realities of love...the love conquer all thing... but I guess I should believe now...Not that I could conquer everything (helloo!!! I'm wounded) but NOW I KNOW that a person who love and is loved back really is strong...there is no powerful weapon than to be loved by a person who also loves you back(ewwwwww!!!!hahahaha but it's true)...
...anyway it's too late na so I need to get home...
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
...don't know what to tit
...It was almost a week when I did my last post...I couldn't remember...anyway I have some stuffs that I would like to post...
...On realizing things.
It was last day when someone made me realize that a knight in shinning Armour really don't exist and happily ever after endings are meant only for fairy tales...
Yeah I know that there's no point on crying over spilled milk but sometimes it make you stronger( although I don't really cry...hehehe)Its just that maybe I had already braise my self that soon it gonna happen...or maybe I had all this fancy things inside my head made up that's why I don't really feel that bad...
...I couldn't think anymore of what to put on...hehehe...so many yet so difficult to put...
...(SHING!!!) grabeh na gid ya ang instinct mo...I know you gonna read this one...Maybe we are just made into one shell that what I am thinking without saying it out loud you just got it...I couldn't keep secrets to you...but anyway thank you for that...Thank you for everything...hehehe
...Don't know what to say now...
...On realizing things.
It was last day when someone made me realize that a knight in shinning Armour really don't exist and happily ever after endings are meant only for fairy tales...
Yeah I know that there's no point on crying over spilled milk but sometimes it make you stronger( although I don't really cry...hehehe)Its just that maybe I had already braise my self that soon it gonna happen...or maybe I had all this fancy things inside my head made up that's why I don't really feel that bad...
...I couldn't think anymore of what to put on...hehehe...so many yet so difficult to put...
...(SHING!!!) grabeh na gid ya ang instinct mo...I know you gonna read this one...Maybe we are just made into one shell that what I am thinking without saying it out loud you just got it...I couldn't keep secrets to you...but anyway thank you for that...Thank you for everything...hehehe
...Don't know what to say now...
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